Friday, 3 July 2015

Life's a full circle


Life’s a full circle

Saturday 27th June marked the birthday of famous musician R D Burman who passed away at a rather young age. During his lifetime he was credited with compositions that swayed the lowly and the rich. He brought a certain unexplained freshness to daily routine and propelled an upward swing in the moods of the depressed souls through his tantalising music and scores.
But history is witness to the fact that he was left with almost no work and historians record the fact that he had lost his touch during his later life. The very crowd that would follow him around now shunned him and the very people who sang his praises now made a beeline for other musicians. He was left unsure of himself and professed to being pained by the vagaries of life.

Such is life, it lifts you one moment and dumps you in another, like the weather in Delhi that tests the extremes in summer and winter, and so did life treat many a soul, many a recognizable face in life. Some came out unscathed, some with minor bruises but with their self-worth intact, others still were bruised and came out poorer than the past, some simply got crushed under the ruthless changes of the wheel of life.
Lalit Modi, flamboyant and the new kid on the block with his IPL organising skills, became a fugitive and is for the moment tucked away in London. He was the connoisseur of all eyes when he acted as the chairman of the IPL. His utterances were keenly awaited, his instincts held good and firm and yielded results, but the same faculties deserted him, when he travelled too deep into the unknown. Wrenching himself from that position of being neck deep in the quicksand of the past, wasn’t easy and is paying the price even today. The cricketing world considers him a pariah and no one is willing to even touch him with a barge pole.

Amitabh Bachchan, the mega star of Indian Cinema, was followed by the millions during his peak. They called him the angry young man of Indian cinema. Fame and recognition spurred this man to even greater heights. But he got caught in the tangles of this world when he went into business to invest his hard earned money and squandered almost everything with the financial houses resorting to auctioning his residence as a final measure of desperation. However he rose from the ashes and re-established himself as a credible human being and an artiste who re invented himself not on a stereotype mould but as someone who graced with time and willed to assimilate with time.
Indira Gandhi the famed prime minister of India, was at her best having brought laurels to the country through her exploits in the battlefield in the 1971 war and was known as the iron lady. Ministers and Chief Ministers waited on her and clamored to be seen in her company. But the Allahabad High court ruling unseating her and banning her from elections forced her to take extreme measures which could not be justified over a period of time. Critics found ample ammunition to keep her targeted. But she rode out that phase and re-emerged the leader of the masses till her assassination.

Back to the man who is my point of focal interest in this article. People called him a genius, one that could not be emulated or replaced, one who had no competition, one who was a perfect match for an out of this world entertainer and music composer. He reigned in the Film world, produced music with gusto and experimented in his cerebral laboratory with music and sound. All and sundry agreed to this description and whatever he touched turned Gold. He could never be wrong, he couldn’t do anything wrong - musically, yet towards the last 3 to 4 years of his life he struggled to remain in contention where other music composers were belting out new disco numbers.

The melody and touch of R.D. Burman lost its sheen, its finesse, its pull at the heart strings, it simply did not sound good, did not register in the mind and hearts of the music lovers. He looked faded, jaded a poor reflection of his former self. He tried hard, but somehow the Midas touch deserted him, he was depressed, and sad, unhappy at the way life had dumped him from the heights to the pit bottom. He suffered two heart attacks and the second one took its toll. Vidhu Vinod Chopra for whim he composed music for “1942 a love story” sums up thus.

When Pancham (Nickname for R D Burman) gave him the score for the movie Vidhu told him on his face it was not good, he had to do better, that he had still reposed faith on the maestro though others had ditched him. Vidhu suggested he draw inspiration from the Photo of his late father S.D. Burman and after which the story goes that he re composed the same songs and produced hits once again, but alas he did not live to soak in the accolades. Death snatched him just before the release of the movie.
We have no way to know whether R D Burman would have made a turnaround, would he have grown with the inspiration from his father and guru, did the last part of his reincarnation face an abrupt end due to his demise? We do not know, but what we know is certain that life treats everyone as equal.

We all get our opportunities in life, we excel and reach our peaks, what matters is how we get up after stumbling which is bound to happen at some point in life. Life is a circle the wheel when turned will lead to the heights and depths. How and whether we turn resurgent or reinvent ourselves depends on lessons learnt during the worst phase. It is therefore important to not whine in self-pity or do disastrous deeds when we are down, but to learn lessons and come out victorious.
Life also teaches us not to take it for granted; the exuberance and exultation will not continue for ever, there are going to be downturns in life, pitfalls that teach us a lesson. So every time you are on top remember that the wheel only has to turn for you to experience the depths and while you are down in the dumps, take joy for you know good times are round the corner.

Robin Varghese- robin_vargh@yahoo.com
28th June 2015

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